cant breathe

is this how it feels? but it hurts so much ? dear god, i write these words to u, if u can understand and help me please save me. Coz i feel so much pain in my heart, it just doesn't go away. What can i do? please mend this stupid mind of mine which never listens to me.... it really really hurts so bad. what should i do dear lord??? please come and rescue me...whole world seems to fall apart.
heart is being torn slowly into pieces. tears keep flowing like river and wouldn't stop...my brain constantly says...understand its not in your hands..logic gets into the brain..but my stupid stupid heart is so naive..it still thinks that people care about it..but the reality is no body cares. Its all alone..why can't it just deal with it and accept it..why does it hurt dear god? why is love so painful? nothing moves..everything looks standstill m unable to move..m stuck here....cant take a step ahead......no matter who much i try why cant i understand ...please god mend this small innocent heart which knows only to love and not forget. this heart doesnt understand that u shouldnt love too much... anything too much is not gud. heart says i m so lonely...everything else seems so away far far away...when are things gonna change...i cant bear this pain...its so adamant and stubborn...wouldn't listen wouldn't change...GOD please take me away from here...i cant bear this pain...i would want to die and not live even a single minute ny more...make my heart stop... why is it that all my dreams get shattered all the time ... not once have i ever got anyone to like me...am i so detestable?

Forgive me

Please forgive me.
coz if u dont i cant survive in this world.
Please forgive me
coz no sunshine looks as bright nymore.
Please forgive me
coz no rainbow looks as incredible as you.
Please forgive me
coz no work seems fun anymore
Please forgive me
coz this life doesnt look special anymore
Please forgive me
coz i want to become human like you
Please forgive me
coz I want to become as patient as you
Please forgive me
coz I still want to be your little kid forever and forever
Please forgive me
coz i m nothing without you.
Finally
Please forgive me
coz I love you like a mad crazy person.

You in Me

No other can make me smile and laugh like you,
No other can make me eat and drink like you,
I get so lost in your sweet smile,
You are the most important page in my file.

No other can make me sing and dance like you,
No other can make me write and read songs like you,
I get so lost in your lovely music,
You are the most important note in my song.

No other can make me study and teach like you,
No other can make me work and help like you,
I get so lost in your philanthropy,
You are the most important guide in my journey.

No other can make me ride and play like you,
No other can make me jump and shake like you,
I get so lost in your magical land,
You are the most important character in my game.

Pill Reminder

Hello there :)

dream song

drop of honey in mouth never fade away
breathe out loud precious little mayflower
taking baby steps
takes me back in the memory lane
dreamlike
Phrase:- Dream Song ----- memory lane
Questions: what is a dream song ? song about a beautiful dream.
why is it a dream ?----- because it cant be real and because the minute i open my eyes all the beauty is washed out.
why should it be a song ? -------------- describes those special partsof the dream in warm touching way
how beautiful is this dream and how wonderful is this song ?so hard to believe that something can be so beautiful wish it were realand the song used to describe it is just incredible
what is the beauty about a song in the dream.it brings out the emotions of the dream. feels almost surreal.can't have something so beautiful in reality.so wanna keep dreaming and sing in the dream and oh my i m a real gud singer in the dream.
Images: foggy night, silent road, sound of criket is only available.
cold weather but warm person next to you spreading so much of love and warmth.
time seems to be slowing down suddenly. wouldn't want this dream to end.
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