is this how it feels? but it hurts so much ? dear god, i write these words to u, if u can understand and help me please save me. Coz i feel so much pain in my heart, it just doesn't go away. What can i do? please mend this stupid mind of mine which never listens to me.... it really really hurts so bad. what should i do dear lord??? please come and rescue me...whole world seems to fall apart.
heart is being torn slowly into pieces. tears keep flowing like river and wouldn't stop...my brain constantly says...understand its not in your hands..logic gets into the brain..but my stupid stupid heart is so naive..it still thinks that people care about it..but the reality is no body cares. Its all alone..why can't it just deal with it and accept it..why does it hurt dear god? why is love so painful? nothing moves..everything looks standstill m unable to move..m stuck here....cant take a step ahead......no matter who much i try why cant i understand ...please god mend this small innocent heart which knows only to love and not forget. this heart doesnt understand that u shouldnt love too much... anything too much is not gud. heart says i m so lonely...everything else seems so away far far away...when are things gonna change...i cant bear this pain...its so adamant and stubborn...wouldn't listen wouldn't change...GOD please take me away from here...i cant bear this pain...i would want to die and not live even a single minute ny more...make my heart stop... why is it that all my dreams get shattered all the time ... not once have i ever got anyone to like me...am i so detestable?
