amidst all confusion,
i throw out my frustration,
doubt my own creation,
need to change my perception.

things are just chnging so rapidly,
cant get hold of 'em properly,
fear and anxiety swinging swiftly,
thoughts are varying sporadically,
making decisions reluctantly,
trying hard so incessantly.

fear of starting afresh,
leaving things behind,
terrified of being swept away,
so much solitude,
is this a transition or more,
cant seem 2 find my ground..