why should i cry for someone else??? Especially when they are not worth it..
I should try to channelize this time and energy into something more productive....
I should read more books, attend conferences, talks , research meetings, presentations, write papers, read journals, try discussing research things with different people, find people with similar interests and have an engaging conversation, dont limit myself with a set of people, avail all the opportunities , make the best use of the available time, to get to a different league all together, dont worry if someone is not willing to talk, i can always find someone else who might be interested in what i talk.
I should have my own opinions and have a self identity and work towards it. and not care about these sort of petty issues...move on...get to better things in life which are so much more important than this...improve professionally as well as emotionally...being a weaker person is in our hand and we should do everything in our best to change it otherwise.
I should make decisions which are rational, think and decide...and not be dependent on anyone or anything ... physically and emotionally.... being weaker doesnt give me the option to accept things blindly...god has given me with best resources and i should utilise them to bring out the best ..for the human kind.
It is much more worth while to invest time in something better than this and digging my own grave....
I can learn about various companies that i might wanna target..many things. Just be passionate about learning from many dimensions and be open to any ideas or suggestions.
