its just like that....
i feel like writing so many things all together at once..rite now....
but i will do it...sentence by sentence...line by line..
i have an amalgamation of so many things...so much of contradictions...
i cried a lot...then i was sad..then i was laughing...i truly feel that my life has become more of a rollercoaster emotionally and physically...its so strange that ..till yesterday i was with my parents and the only thing i used to think was abt my studies and forgetting everything else...
here and espcially now i realise...that i aint a kid no more...i have to start acting like a mature person...i have to handle myself very professionally....anything i do or say has immediate aftereffects...and i need to be careful about that....
i have to soon realise that my priorities are to be on the front end always...it is always gonna be something which i m comfortable in....i have my own tastes and i can make my own choices...and that fact should gimme more freedom....
this is all about how i should grow as a person...but about my professional work...i think i still need to learn a lot about so many things...like diplomacy...human resource...etc..,
i have to always think that i shld be in the race no matter what or whom...nobody is for nobody....u always have urself and no more to it...so trust urself more than anyone else....
its always in ur own hands...u always have the option to change it the way u want it to.....
everything is a learning process...its always difficult the first time, the second time...but eventually u will get it....
finally no matter what happens or who happens or what anyone says....the only thing that should matter to u is ur conscience...u shld always do whatever ur heart says....there is this inner voice that keeps telling u that this thing is right or wrong...u will take the route..and just keep listening to it coz ...it becomes a routine and u will become very comfortable taking decisions...
somtimes something comes up and u start thinking about it all the time...but u shld always remember that it is urself thats gonna keep u intact...and never take anything too close to ur heart except ur ownself...sometimes even that can be harmful..
always remember that theres a purpose for everyone in this world...
no matter how hard u try to win or lose....u will always get whatever u deserve....
so just keep doing whatever u can do...ur best shot at everything and be passionate about it...
love anything and everything u do...never restrict urself of anything and dont deprive urself from anything....be it programming or learning from a whole new domain...or anything else....always be eager to learn new stuff with the excitement and zeal....
