when i see passionate people , i then remember the reason why i got myself enrolled into the MTECH program...
some people just leave everything else and just work towards what they truly believe in...its their passion and they would go any extent to fulfill their dreams...
isnt this the real reason why i came here in the first place....its like all this time i totally lost myself...i m kinda regaining things and putting them back in their place....
the real reason behind me joining the course was that i was so damn interested about doing algorithms and theoritical computer stuff.....after coming here and looking at the people surrounding me i think i got a little too intimidated and got myself thinking into all possible stupid feelings....nyways better late than never....
i m realising that gr8 people always went after their dream...some went hungry for days just to see their dreams come true....
i m lucky in so many ways that i got into an amazing college with incredible facilities and immense exposure into the industry or be it research which has always been my source of interest....
i can do anything i want rite here rite now ...its all here....it is the present i shld be worried about and nothing else...i shldnt get diverted and start thiinking about what all i can achieve in these amazing two years of overall education and on the whole while doing this i should enjoy whatever i do...as long as it is enjoyable its fine...
the moment its no more enjoyment i m gonna lose it and then find a way out....
but will do anything solely bcoz i wanna do it and not bcoz i have to...
really i want to do so many things but i m too lazy ....i guess i shld start acting responsibly and really work hard...to get what i want or atleast do what ever makes me feel good....
i always have this image about the scientists that they are very passionate about their research and so are the musicians...
i simply love the way they just enjoy the music while composing or playing casually...
they simply are lost in that amazing world of music and dont think of anything else....its only the music they can about....
i want to have that same feeling and i too wanna be so passionate about something that when i do that i just lose myself into it and just forget about the rest of the world....
lose myself into this,
while the world goes passing by,
like the clouds in their rush,
soothing voices in my head,
feeling close to my heart,
cant time just stop here,
where is that feeling,
i m all lost amidst this,
i wanna have that thing,
remember those memories,
feels like ages ago,
fearing they might fade away,
oh ! where am i going??
i want to have that feeling,
back to the way i was before,
to that same old feeling....
i want to lose myself into this,
fear about nothing else,
just me and myself,
thats all that should matter,
world still passing by,
strangers still leaving aside,
where is my passion???
i wanna get back to that...
i will get back to it...
i am getting back to it...
